Am I Weird?

This weekend
They ripped me at least twice on SNL
And believe me, it hurt, sweetie pie
I went to bed on my girl, 45 minutes early

Am I weird, honey bunny?
You know, in a bad way?

I'm worried
That at 45
I'm still a freak
A loser
A bum
And a weirdo

I don't wanna be any of those things
I want to be yours for our forever
But it seems that I'm still strange

My whole life I've been off
Different
Difficult
Weird
And I hate it

I want to fit in
But not, at the same time
(Does that make sense?)

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ILUB - M&M