Up/Down - Up

Today was a special day for me
And all that I can think about
Is sharing it with you

ILUB - stronger now than before

We Wake At Nine And What Do I Kiss?

We wake up together at nine am
And my thought is, "what do I kiss?"

I start with your shoulders
Neutral, soft, strong, womanly
Left and right, right or left, I don't care
I do both evenly, lovingly

Next, your belly
As we are naked
I pull down the covers
Down past your middle
And start just below your breasts
Small kisses, dry kisses, to let you know I love you
And will be there for you always
Down down down
Stop
Just before we get away from ourselves

I turn you over
And start the backside of your bod with your shoulder blades
Again, soft, strong, and womanly
Down the side of the back of your left arm
To your palm
Yes, your palm
Then right side, same thing

Then, just to the left
The small of your back
Around and around I go
With kisses, now wet and strong
To get you excited for what is to come

I move down to your bum
And knead with my hands now
Doesn't that feel good, my love?
Kisses soft, hands strong

To the inner part of the back of your left hamstring
With my tongue
Other side, right side
With my tongue
I love you, baby
I am ready

To flip you over
And youse my lips and fingers
To make you come

Such Tender Love

I feel
Such tender love
For you tonight

Like I could hold you forever
In an hour
Like I could kiss away your tears
Or at least make them mine
My love

Is yours forever, for ours
I love you, Britney
For our forever and ever, lasting
To the end of time
For our babies
Yours and ours

I love you and feel
Such tender love for you tonight
It's as though we are one couple
In adoration and respect
For each other's fights

Do You Know How Much I Love You, Brit?

Do you know how much I love you?
Do you know how much I love you?

I'm scared of losing you

My whole life
I never had nothing to lose
And now, I have you
Or had you
I don't know

I terrify myself with what I said last night
And I'll bet you're scared, too
I'm so very sorry, my baby, for what I said
Not because I lied
But because that kind of honesty is horrifying to say
And probably worse to hear

I don't just love you
I don't just care so much about you
I need you

In my life
In my head
In my heart
Always

I'll bet folks laugh at how I carry your picture around
But I don't
I need you
I need you so very much, my princess

If I could take back all the words I've said in the last 24 hours, I wouldn't
Because they were honest
I really do feel that way a lot of the time
But what I would change is any pain I've caused you, sweetness
Hurting you hurts me
When you hurt, I hurt just as much

I miss your voice
I miss your laugh
I miss you

Please Don't Forget About Me, Babycakes

I know it's been a while
Since I heard your voice
So I miss you, so I miss you
I miss you so very badly

Is it still "we", not "me" and "Brit"?
Please, say it's so
I love you with all my heart
With everything I have to offer
I love you
My Britney

You are my world
My life, my one and only true love
Please don't forget about me, honeybunny
I love you and what's more
Now
I need you

Brit Loves To Drive My Car

Did you know she loves to drive?
I've got a '06 Corolla with about 80K on it she can drive anytime
Sometime this summer, to Fort Williams, I hope
...Mr. President?

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Asked a girl what she wanted to be
She said baby, can't you see
I wanna be famous, a star on the screen
But you can do something in between

Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you

I told that girl that my prospects were good
she said baby, it's understood
Working for peanuts is all very fine
But I can show you a better time

Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you

Beep beep'm beep beep yeah

Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you

I told that girl I can start right away
When she said listen babe I got something to say
I got no car and it's breaking my heart
But I've found a driver and that's a start

Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah

Brit and the Sky

I have no one to talk honestly with
Except Brit
And the sky

No one believes in me
No one listens to me
No one gives a shit about me
Except Brit and the sky

I have no family
I have no friends
I have no one to talk to
Except Brit and the sky

Who believes me?
That this crazy shit is really happening?
You're freaked out, world?
How do you think I feel?
We're approaching "Thriller" territory
Aren't we?
And me, I'm just getting started, love

But yet, and still...

It's just me, Brit, and the sky

Come Back To Bed, Baby

Come back to bed, baby
Come back to me
I miss you so much
For even the two minutes
You take to check on the baby's room

Don't worry
She'll be here soon enough
For us all to enjoy
And worship

Come back to bed, baby
Come back to me
I need you near
I need you close
It's Joe that needs you right now
Our baby is doing just fine
In your belly
And will be for four more months
We have time to get even more ready

Come back to bed, baby
Come back to me, sweetie pie
I feel like I've been without your touch for years
Not minutes

Am I Weird?

This weekend
They ripped me at least twice on SNL
And believe me, it hurt, sweetie pie
I went to bed on my girl, 45 minutes early

Am I weird, honey bunny?
You know, in a bad way?

I'm worried
That at 45
I'm still a freak
A loser
A bum
And a weirdo

I don't wanna be any of those things
I want to be yours for our forever
But it seems that I'm still strange

My whole life I've been off
Different
Difficult
Weird
And I hate it

I want to fit in
But not, at the same time
(Does that make sense?)

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ILUB - M&M

Our First Dance

Backstreet Boys on, their
"I want it that way"
I want it that way, your way, my way
Our way

My first dance
Ever
To Backstreet
For you, girl
For you

Making a pretty girl laugh just now
Made me think of you
And how much I adore your you, all of you

Each and every inch and fiber of Britney
Is mine
I dream

Is it real?
It is, it is
She loves me, too
And makes me fly
Like kings
We are

Special days in Portland
I am waking up
We got a state title to celebrate
And my first dance

Baby, I Wish That Was Your Hand

Babe, I wish that was your hand
On my back
On my balls
On all my things

I am alone
Today and for a while
And have to do it myself
Baby, I wish that was your hand

Brit, you want to
I want you to, too
Baby, I wish that was your hand

Giving me some lovin'
By my own device
I wish that was your hand down there instead
Of mine

Doing the best with what I've got
Isn't the same
As if your hand was there
On the small of my back
Down even lower
To caress and to give kindness
And compassion
To a body deeply in need
Of your love

ILUB - M&M