Even More

After this disaster, I love her even more.  Take that, world.

Today is Today

I love my baby more than ever before
No matter the circumstances
Or lack of chance

She is my love
My love
My love

I don't care about the future
I don't care that it can never be
That it will never be

I just know that I love her to pieces and pieces
Britney is the most beautiful thing God ever created
And I want her to know that

Baby's My Wilson

You are my Wilson
Tom Hanks needed that device to get through some
Really hard times
In one of my favorite movies
And you, sweetie pie
Are my 2012 Wilson

I know that a future, any future,
Is unknown
But I need you right now
As my Wilson

Do you mind if I use you as my muse, Brit?
Please say Yes

Up/Down - Up

Today was a special day for me
And all that I can think about
Is sharing it with you

ILUB - stronger now than before

We Wake At Nine And What Do I Kiss?

We wake up together at nine am
And my thought is, "what do I kiss?"

I start with your shoulders
Neutral, soft, strong, womanly
Left and right, right or left, I don't care
I do both evenly, lovingly

Next, your belly
As we are naked
I pull down the covers
Down past your middle
And start just below your breasts
Small kisses, dry kisses, to let you know I love you
And will be there for you always
Down down down
Stop
Just before we get away from ourselves

I turn you over
And start the backside of your bod with your shoulder blades
Again, soft, strong, and womanly
Down the side of the back of your left arm
To your palm
Yes, your palm
Then right side, same thing

Then, just to the left
The small of your back
Around and around I go
With kisses, now wet and strong
To get you excited for what is to come

I move down to your bum
And knead with my hands now
Doesn't that feel good, my love?
Kisses soft, hands strong

To the inner part of the back of your left hamstring
With my tongue
Other side, right side
With my tongue
I love you, baby
I am ready

To flip you over
And youse my lips and fingers
To make you come

Such Tender Love

I feel
Such tender love
For you tonight

Like I could hold you forever
In an hour
Like I could kiss away your tears
Or at least make them mine
My love

Is yours forever, for ours
I love you, Britney
For our forever and ever, lasting
To the end of time
For our babies
Yours and ours

I love you and feel
Such tender love for you tonight
It's as though we are one couple
In adoration and respect
For each other's fights

Do You Know How Much I Love You, Brit?

Do you know how much I love you?
Do you know how much I love you?

I'm scared of losing you

My whole life
I never had nothing to lose
And now, I have you
Or had you
I don't know

I terrify myself with what I said last night
And I'll bet you're scared, too
I'm so very sorry, my baby, for what I said
Not because I lied
But because that kind of honesty is horrifying to say
And probably worse to hear

I don't just love you
I don't just care so much about you
I need you

In my life
In my head
In my heart
Always

I'll bet folks laugh at how I carry your picture around
But I don't
I need you
I need you so very much, my princess

If I could take back all the words I've said in the last 24 hours, I wouldn't
Because they were honest
I really do feel that way a lot of the time
But what I would change is any pain I've caused you, sweetness
Hurting you hurts me
When you hurt, I hurt just as much

I miss your voice
I miss your laugh
I miss you